Reverb 10's June Prompt is
What can you let yourself off the hook for?
So now I am sitting here totally not happy with the fact that I have not made any progress. I haven't went up any clothing sizes but I haven't gone down any either. I'm at a stand still. I haven't mentally gotten back in the game. I know I should. I know that I would be a healthier person and in the long run that would be the true benefit. But at the end of the day I just can't get my groove back.
I have been stewing on that. Mad at myself. Mad that I haven't made time for myself. Mad that I'm making excuses instead of just doing it. At some point I know I will get there. It just hasn't felt like a good time.
With everything that has been going on it's only natural that I would slip up a bit. With all the emotions attached to everything I have fallen back on my old eating habits as well. I need to work towards turning that around and quit relying on fast food. I also need to ignore all the comments about how I am on "another diet". It all needs to change. I need to be better.
And there the cursor sat blinking. I had to take a moment to soak the words in so that I can accept it, build a bridge, get over it, and move on.
So that is what I am letting myself off the hook for. I have given myself a free pass for last month. My slacking will not get the best of me. Time to put in the work towards a better me.