I tried. I really did. I tried to not let it affect my day. I tried to be in a better mood but I just couldn't help it. It sucks. My day was totally destroyed. I'm not sure it was destroyed. More like the idea of what I thought today was going to be, was destroyed. I handled it like an adult. When in reality I wanted to handle it like a kid and whine, kick, scream, and throw a mega tantrum over it.
Ice cream helped. It seemed like an Cookies and Cream kind of a day. Or if you are Clover or Grandma a Reckless Sherbert kind of a day. They earned their ice cream. They dealt with me all day.
So Sunday, my tooth fell out. It had been a bit wiggly and then just fell out of my head. This tooth was the one I had the root canal on two years ago. After my tooth broke in half I had a root canal and a shiny new porcelain crown put on. It wasn't that bad of an experience considering that I don't even like dentistry. It was kind of a big deal for me. Then there is the money aspect. I had to pay a percentage of the root canal/crown/dentist time. Over all close to $1500 out of pocket. Only to have it fall out two years later and currently sitting on my dresser in a baggie.
So now I am having the hard sell put to me to get an implant. But to tell you the truth I am so over it. I'm not sure what I am going to do but I'm upset that I let it ruin my day. I should have just accepted it and gone with the flow. Which I usually do. But for some reason today was different. I couldn't let go of what I wanted today to be. I'm not even sure why that was important to me.
Do you think that if I put it under my pillow the Tooth Fairy will help reimburse my loss?
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